everythinggg

Do you know that feeling?
That feeling that you didn't wanted to fall in love,
you didnt needed anybody AT ALL. But then you
do fall in love, you just dont recognize it, or well you
do, but you just deny it, cause you dont want it,
you
don't need it.. And then the moment you lose that
someone, that someone you accidentally fell in love
with, you realize it was just exactly what you
wanted
and needed without you even knowing it. And it sucks,
it sucks so bad, cause you know its too late now.
And you wish you knew it, before it slipped
away..
Cause YOU HAD IT!

And till this day, i think i'm a stupid, arrogant, selfish, sadistic person for letting you go and giving you the feeling you weren't good enough for me.. Cause you were, you totally were..