I'm not even going to get mad anymore. I'm just going to learn to expect the lowest out of the people I thought the highest of.

if you ask why i'm not interested in someone, i might say their nose is too big, or they don't know how to dress, or they're too thin or too fat or too plain. but the truth is, i only notice those things because of the real reason--that i'm just not feeling anything. but people don't want to hear that. they always want an explanation. so i have to come up with something concrete even though feelings aren't like that. if i did meet a guy and i felt happy with him for whatever reason, i wouldn't give a rat's ass what he wore or how tall he was or what he did for a living. but when i'm with someone and it just doesn't feel right, that's when i start noticing the bad haircut or Chicago accent or unibrow. and it's true that tomorrow i may go home with someone who you think is totally wrong for me. and the next day i might meet a perfectly nice guy who you think i should feel excited about, but i don't. but if i do go home with someone, it means for a change, something feels right. for a change, i'm feeling hopeful. i just want to feel happy when i'm with someone. is that so wrong?

I'm in a "have to listen sad songs" mood.

This one always gets to me:
Flipsyde - happy birthday.

TAKE.ME.BACK!

"A home without books, is a body without soul."

Loved that book!

 

I want those! I want those!

Me and my sis in paris trying on hats.
Good times, good times..

I never thought i would fall for you as hard as i did..

I love the 50's, the way they dressed the way they acted.
I love everything about it, Wish i was born then..
And I love Marlyn Monroe, she was such a free spirited women.
She did what she wanted, and didn't let anyone stop her.
I want to be like her someday..

Fear is a mindkiller.

Forgive me, if I seem a little careless, I’m trying, but I’m still so new to this. I’m learning, that I need to let it be. But I’m scared, somehow I will mess it up, That my faith in love will never be enough. But your voice picks me up and rescues me.

I hate that summer fly's by so fast and you barely realized its been summer..

I used to just sing to love songs, not feeling anything.. Just thought it was a nice song to sing to, and sure i thought the words were nice and cute and wonderfull, but i didn't truly felt things when i'd listened to them. Untill recently.. I put on a song i always listened to when i was 14 and in love. While back then i just smiled, and happily sang along, this time i cried.. Because i knew, exactly knew what those words meant.. I felt them. And i can say that i was just emotional, or that i'm older and things are way more intense now. But i don't think that thats it..

Its because of you. i'ts because i am truly, madly, deeply in love with you.

I know it's not much but it's the best I can do
My gift is my song and this one's for you
And you can tell everybody this is your song
It may be quite simple but now that it's done
I hope you don't mind
I hope you don't mind that I put down in words
How wonderful life is while you're in the world..

Adventures in paris.

Bonjour!

I seriously love being in paris! It just has something magic.

The little balcony's full with red flowers, the eiffeltower,

the champs e lyssee, all the little souvenirshops where you

can find the cutest things, the language. And... the clothes! people

wear the cutest things in paris.. I just love it, this was the 3th time

i went there and i still can't get enough of paris!

I'm sure i'm going back sometime...

Au revoir!

Such a waste of a young heart.

You think I'm pretty without any make-up on,
uou think I'm funny when I tell the puch line wrong.
I know you get me so I'll let my walls come down..
Before you met me I was a wreck, but things were kinda heavy.
You brought me to life, now every February you'll be my valentine..
Let's go all the way tonight, no regrets, just love.
We can dance until we die, you and I, we'll be young forever..
You make me feel like I'm living a Teenage Dream,
The way you turn me on, I can't sleep.
Let's runaway and don't ever look back, don't ever look back..
My heart stops when you look at me, just one touch.
now baby I believe this is real, so take a chance.
And don't ever look back, don't ever look back..
We drove to Cali and got drunk on the beach,
Got a motel and built a floor out of sheets.
I finally found you my missing puzzle piece,
I'm complete..

My heart is ugly.

But it could be all yours..

You only live once, and i'm living for today.

I'm scared i"ll never be
enough.

My heart belongs to you.

"Real friendship is a rare thing, hold onto it while you can.."

"We make sense."