www.Futureme.org

Email the future you!
Its really fun, i did it six months ago
and received the email a couple of days ago,
i didnt even know i wrote it anymore..
And its amazing how many things can change
in such a short period of time. Its funny to read
what you thought then, what happened then,
and to see that sooo many things are different now..

“All of our young lives we search for someone to love. Someone that makes us complete. We choose partners and change partners. We dance to a song of heartbreak and hope. All the while wondering if somewhere, somehow, there’s someone perfect who might be searching for us.”

“Live deep; never stop learning, playing, or finding wonder
in the world around you. Live the length of your life, but live
the depth of it as well. Travel light; this is no use in carrying
around worry and regret. They only weigh you down. Always
keep yourself open to hope and to love. They give us wings.
Forgive imperfections; in yourself and others. Imperfections
keep things interesting. They’re the cracks where the light
shines through. Own beautiful things; and not just to keep in
the drawer, tucked away for a perfect day. Surround yourself
with things that make your happy, that remind you of the
beauty all around us if we only keep our eyes open to it. Make
mistakes; follow detours. Sometimes it takes an unexpected turn
to help us find the life that is waiting for us around the bend.
Trust yourself and the path that is meant for you. Take care of
yourself; and sometimes that means you need the ice cream.
Be good to your body, but also to your mind and spirit. You’re
the only one who can. And always, always know you are loved.
You are a gift to this world and a blessing to everyone.
And that will never change.”

All i know is i'm lost without you, i'm not gonna lie.
How am i gonna be strong without you? i need you by my side..

N.U.M.B
i feel empty of feeling..

Party all night, and sleep all day..

I live to party.

I think i would die if i couldnt go out and have fun.

School takes allot of my time, it drives me crazy,

and it feels good to let go and have fun when it's weekend.

I mean, could you live in a life where you couldn't party at all?

NO i didn't think so!

And I'm trying to find the moment I can ask you how you feel
And I'm trying to make this dream I had with you a little more real..

This wasn't supposed to happen
I was happy by myself
Accidently you seduced me
I'm in love again
You've put a seed inside me
and while you're away
It's growing silently
Starts in my stomach
Embraces my insides
And about to reach my heart..

I feel numb.
My every nerve has lost it's feeling
No air left in my lungs
A gasp of breath is all I'm craving..