Saturday, July 17, 2010

And when we kiss, its as if our lips agree,
that we were meant to be.

Thursday, July 15, 2010

It's sweet how you believe, you're in love with me..
Kiss me, Stupid.



I don't deserve you.. i really don't. You're such an amazing person. You always know how to make me smile cause you don't want to see me unhappy. You always tell me that you can't stop thinking about me, that i run through you're head like every minute. When i'm sad you hold me, untill i'm not sad anymore. You always listen, to every stupid story i have to tell you. You never judge me, i can be myself around you. You're just as crazy as me. You give me everything i could ever ask for. And all the while, while you're crazy in love with me, I tell my friends that you annoy me, that i don't know what i actually feel for you. When it's just the two of us, its almost perfect. But when i'm with my friends or sitting all alone in my room, i get these doubts, i think about all the things that annoy me about you and the fact that you love me way more than i love you.. Fuck, i don't even know if i love you, i think i don't even know what love is, really.. And i hate myself, god i hate myself so much! Cause you deserve so much better.. And i wish i had the guts to say all this to you, but i can't.. jeez i'm such a pussy. I guess i have allot of thinking to do, and i guess i evantually have to tell you. Cause while you're thinking everything is perfect, i'm sitting here with my stupid messed up doubts and feelings. Still, there's one thing i know for sure and that will never change: You deserve so much better than a girl like me..
I know just how to get you mad..

A friend accepts us as we are yet helps us to be what we should.

That boy, he's hope..